iam really very disappointed with my state in life, I have no job for sometime, I always wanted to be good, feel very good for others, very helping natured, show empathy even for beggars, cows in road and feed them. Unsure what wrong or curse i have. i dont have father, i cant share my problems with my mother/family… I already visited a well developed country through my job and the period is over and iam back to my country….i dont have a good life neither job nor a satisfied mind. i feel very helpless and i dont know what to do, i literally try […]
Lonely Place
I thought I felt your breath against mine
The whoosh of late night taxi drivers, caffeinated
Automatic doors snap at your heels.
Exile is a lonely place, thoughts are smashed into -pink floyd’s prism, and you said, you thought it was a prison.
Utopia, the sky is always blue, a feeling of –
glorious chiaroscuro, I was blurry and I was opaque.
– I wanted to send you- dearest- I’m sure- soaking- meantime.
Your cheshire cat smile, and the hill of summer gaze-
Let there be no need to remember
no need to forget.
One pearly day in early May
I walked upon the sand
And saw, say half a mile away,
a man with gun in hand.
A dog was cowering to his will
as slow he sought to creep
Upon a dozen ducks so still
they seemed to be asleep.
When like a streak the dog dashed out,
the ducks flashed up in flight.
The fellow gave a savage shout
and cursed with all his might.
Then as I stood somewhat amazed and gazed with eyes agog,
With bitter rage his gun he raised and blazed and shot the dog.
You know how dogs can yelp with pain;
its blood soaked in the sand,
And yet it crawled to him again,
and tried to […]