Last night… Well, last night I almost did it. I almost killed myself. The pain was at its peak. I’m on medication for depression, but I don’t think its working. If anything, it’s making me worse. My note was half finished, the pills and bleach beside me, blade in hand; when a friend called me. Stupidly I answered the call, despite the state I was in. As soon as I spoke, he told me to tell him what was wrong. And that made me bawl. He is the first person who has asked me what’s wrong even when I’d said nothing. And, even as I lied […]
Medication For Depression
hey. im abby and im 13… i dont know what to do. i am on medication for depression and anxiety. but they arent helping. if anything i got worse. i started cuttimg and became suicidal. the only reason im aliv  is because my boyfriend monte talke  me out of killing myself two nights ago. i have a therapist ut she is a *****. im sorry but i really hate er. and i  cant get  new therapist because there are none mor  in my area. my friends have been supportive but they are getting tired of all my sadness. please i am writing the letters […]
For anyone who is feeling suicidal, would you please answer the following questions?
Please tell me if:
1. You have never taken medication for depression
2. You are taking medication but it is not helping you
I would also be interested to know:
A. If you have taken medication, what has been your experience with it? Are you still
waiting for it to work? Have you tried many kinds but nothing has helped you yet?
B. If you have never taken medication for depression, what is your reason? Under
what conditions would you agree to get on medication?
I am someone who did not believe medication would help me when I was […]