I’ve posted a few times over the last little while. I guess this is the only place I’ve ever actually talked about this before. I’m tired. I don’t want to be me anymore. I know that no matter what happens I’ll never want to be. I’ve wanted to die for years and have just kept putting it off because of the microsecond that things started to look up. But it never fails that I will be right back in the hole again. I tired of the panic attacks and the sobbing for no reason and the short bursts of superficial happiness that keep me thinking I […]
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