Its almost time to really get started on my planning. On Wednesday I’m going to see my therapist and I will try and talk about the end. I really hope she understands where I’m coming from, but she will definitely help me in my decision. There are so many times where I feel like I really want to and then times when I don’t. I just wish I could talk to someone fully about it, someone who is on the same page as me. Â I’m so alone and stuck with a million reasons to end my life. One of the best being how much everyone […]
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Million Reasons
Today I found out about one more person I know who has cancer. Seems like there has been so many and so many deaths lately and I guess my point in all that is that I would trade them in a heart beat. It makes no sense to me why someone like me who could give a shit if I am on this crap planet another second lives and someone else who wants to live, gets cancer or some other illness. I am 39 years old and question everything I have ever done in my life. Question who I am, question it all. I am […]