I’m so done with life. No one really cares, they just tell me to stop being stupid. My friends found out I was cutting and pretty much shrugged it off. Every year that goes by and I just see a bleak future where I know I’ll never get anything I desire because at ever turn so far I’ve been denied it. I work in a chemistry lab and can easily get cyanide solution of 1mg/ml. I figure 3 ml of this will kill me cold. Think this would work?
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Don’t really know how to begin, but know I want my pain to end. Kinda ironic, looking for an ending before a beginning. At almost 52 I have been a freaking caretaker my entire life, taking no care of myself, just everyone else. Alcoholic father, died 26 years sober…not bad! Molested as a child, by a brother and watched my sister being molested, which she denies. Found out in my forties he molested my other brother, too.  Lived with my molester as an adult, as my sister moved home when her 1st husband died with her 2 sons, (she has 3 and they are […]