and when I talk to professionals I have this thing i do where i say what they want to hear. Im like, okay, I will try these coping skills, and it makes them happy, but im lying cause im still really thinking about ending my life and i just dont want to disappoint them or tell them. I mean, what are they going to do after all? Just send me to the er, and they wont fix me either.
I used to think id go to the er if i got really bad but what scares me now is i don’t want to go to the […]