No matter how hard I try to, I just CAN’T be happy today. I can’t help but be filled with sadness and cry and push everyone away. I feel like such a failure.
But then when I am happy, I feel like ANYTHING is possible, and that I will never be depressed again.
Then I am back to being depressed and I don’t see how I could EVER be happy again.
I don’t know if I’m just moody and depressed or if I’m bipolar, but I hate it. I hate not being able to keep any of my friends. I hate how my mood changes so […]