Another day I had to force myself to wake up and go to class.I just don’t have the will to do anything right now. I think I hallucinated this morning. Maybe because of the new antidepressant I started taking? Either way, it didn’t help me out one bit.
I cant help but feel abandoned, betrayed even. Just seems like I’m beginning to hate my so called friends more and more.
I’m tired. I couldn’t sleep. I spent all night fantasizing what’d it’d be like if I didn’t wake up again.