who takes all the rewards at the end? who is it that makes the most money off me? and why should i do this? why should i struggle to live this “life”. Why is it wrong to plug my life out of me and die? if i dont enjoy living why should i keep living?
What is there to gain?
Everyone i know hates me, i dont have money to live on my own and i am not good at anything and dont find anything amusing enough to even try.
For this christmass i wish only this.
My heart, stop pumping.