My feelings are kind of idle
I’m not feeling much , but rather feel nothing than sadness.
I saw my boyfriend(not so boyfriend) today
he made love to me.
the feeling of having someone who means so much to you , to caress you. hold you
the impact it has on me, is outstanding
and i’m scared about that, he doesn’t know how much he means to me , my life.
He left afterwards , and its like the sunlight dimmed.