I got over most of my suicidal feelings, I haven’t cut in a couple months… But for some reason now, I feel like cutting is something I should do. I’ve been tempted in the past few weeks to grab a razorblade and just play with it on my wrist, leg, arm…whatever grabs my fancy. It almost feels like it should become a part of me and that I shouldn’t deny that… the only thing that is currently keeping me from fiddling around with the idea is the fact that my boyfriend will take me on a date if I keep myself under control and that […]
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Owl City
The stars lean down to kiss you,Â
And I lie awake and miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
‘Cause I’ll doze off safe and soundly,Â
But I’ll miss your arms around me.
I’d send a postcard to you dear,Â
‘Cause I wish you were here.
I’ll watch the night turn light blue.
But it’s not the same without you,Â
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,Â
The silence isn’t so bad,Â
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,Â
‘Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.
I’ll find repose in new ways,Â
Though I haven’t slept in […]