Suicide is the only answer for me, don’t bother telling me otherwise, I’ve tried and failed before but I haven’t changed my mind. I’ve been unhappy and apathetic for as long as I can remember regardless of how hard I’ve tried to push myself or the different things I’ve tried. I just want the pain to go away, it’s really unbearable at times. I think about bad times in my life, about God, about all the bad people in the world, how bad the world is, how worthless I am, and often enough I picture myself dying in gruesome ways. I end up crying, shaking, […]
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Peaceful Solution
my job finishes at 6pm, but now it’s 9pm and I’m at my desk still
not cause I’m working, just because I don’t know where to go or what to do
The person I want to be with is happy and contented with someone else
My life is rich on the commercial exterior, and hollow and empty within
i just walk the stage, empty and meaningless, wondering if I can get the courage to finally punctate this rambling and meaningless venture with a truly final punctuation point
I find a perverse companionship in reading all the posts here… Â all our little miseries swept up together and piled neatly in a […]