I cut myself again today. New blade and everything, it’s been a while, so I guess I forgot how sharp they were, or maybe I just wasn’t fully in control. It doesn’t matter now, cause i’ve got 12 new stitches and spent the last half hour cleaning blood off the damn floor.
I know that should be disappointed in myself, because I went so long without it, but I’m not. I’m relieved because atleast now I can focus. I know in the morning I am going to be all out pissed at myself, but right now I just don’t care. Because this is the best I […]