I have been lost for such a long time. I sometimes think it started the day my mother died but that isn’t it.  Or the day I asked for help the first time I tried to kill myself, and the military discharged me instead. I really don’t know where I went wrong. It seems when I ask for help, or try to talk about it, people either don’t want to listen or don’t believe me. I mean really, how can someone my age be going through this. I am the one who has these feelings and I struggle to believe it myself.
I left my life a 5 years […]