Guess im depressed although I don’t feel sad most of the times, just sadness tries to peek thru sometimes. I guess im depressed mostly  cuz I just don’t want to get out of bed, or eat. Realy don’t want to do anything.
Just lay in bed an keep thinking how someone that I loved an cared about and completely trusted  has destroyed me. and made me become someone i don’t even know anymore. And keeps trying to destroy what is left with lies and words. I know that this is driving me insane an there is nothing i can do about it
I can catch the person in lies […]