I don’t know does it even count I mean well I guess I’ll ask you guys.ok so the past few days I’ve been poring alcohol over any cuts or scraps on my body just to feel the pain and I just wanna know is that self harm to? Whatever well I think the actual cutting is gonna start up again I don’t know :/ but yea I porpusly let any scraps/cuts get infected and in the end of the day I just poor rubbing alcohol or poroxide on them. I wanna know does it count as self harm to?
Yesterday was my brother’s birthday.
My brother, who would have been 47 years old, committed suicide by hanging himself from his attic trapdoor in the hallway of his house on December 15th, 2008.Â He left no note, no explanation, no message of any kind.Â Since his death I’ve had the near-obsession of recreating his life from the scraps that were left.Â An email here and there (I was able to hack into his computers), a receipt from Home Depot (for rope, plastic zip ties, and a metal pole) that was dated four weeks prior, bills and business files, phone calls and messages on his cellphone, the […]