So it’s been a few years since ive been on this website and made any posts. Alot has happened. I’ve had a few breakups. One was awful. However we just recently made amends. That’s good. But something terrible happened for me.
My depression became real bad and i began drinking heavily to kill pain. Alot less self mutilation but drinking alcohol at about a rate of 1 liter a day. I used it to try to temporarily mask the sadness. I talked to a therapist and put myself in rehab. I am an alcoholic apparently. Meaning when I drink, I don’t stop at drunk i rather […]
