Well ,
I have epilepsy (seizure disorder) I have them all the time at school and It’s embarrassing. I go home and cry myself to sleep most nights. I hate being alone because of the fact that I have to think of all the shit that’s going on in my life. I had a friend almost take her life back in December. She broke her family , I dont want this happening to me , but I  feel the urge  to do it. I need help but I’m terrified.  I truly Hate my life.