Wish my life and all of those who suffer alike me didn’t exist. I wish it was all a dream.. Wish I didn’t want to rip my chest apart so the pain would stop.
Gasp* One of those nights.
Sleep Dreams
You think
Every second
Every minute
In your sleep
In you dreams
All the time
When you think
Do think about me
When you dream
Is it me you see
In your mind
I am quit ugly
I see it when you look at me
Your thoughts consume
You tend to stare
What thoughts are beneath
your pretty hair
Ones of love
Or ones of hate
Ones of us on a date
Your quit a bother
Because I care
I tend to wonder if I’m in there
And if I am
And its me you see
Am I drop dead gorgeous
Or just ugly the way i tend […]
Even though the melatonin sleeping pills i take sometimes are natual chemicals in your body.. being a little high makes me sleep better.. like alot better. deeper sleep. peaceful sleep. sweet dreams too..
Hopfully i am high enough to sleep and sleep well.. because its the only thing i know i can trust to help me..
(Yes i look to sleep for comfort..)