I want a way out, simply put, no sugar coating it.
I have an average life, I know there are people worse off, call me selfish, I just want to end it all.
I am 17, 18 in October.
I hate the thoughts if waking up in the morning on weekends. I put on the fake show, pretending to be the happy popular girl in school. (Yeah call me big headed I’ve been called worse 🙂 )
I have above average grades, Honestly never opened a book in my life, pulled three A’s in Higher maths English and ordinary Irish, did transition year, passed it […]
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Soccer Team
Every night I hope that the next day will be better, that the girls who think they are popular will back off and leave me alone, that they will except me for who I am. But no, they keep coming back with meaner responses, and meaner comments. They tell me to go kill myself, they tell me that I will never be loved. One of them acted like she was my friend, she found out who I had feelings for and told everyone and anyone. They are on my soccer team, I recently got into a fight with one of them, I won, but […]