I’m cutting right now.
I can’t get myself to stop
Even typing doesn’t stop me, or talking to all of you.
My endocrinologist handed me a four month supply of synthroid. Â It has taken all my strength not to down it.
Somehow I’m still here.
The pills were hidden.
All I want to do is find them.
And take them.
I’ll go crazy until I find them….And then nothing