Can you imagine it?
No light,
No sound,
Senses ripped away,
Utterly unfathomble,
Endless Black,
Death,
No Heaven,
No Hell,
Just consumption
Just….Nothing
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Thinking
So recently I flunked out of engineering school. I feel lost now like what the hell am I suppose to do now. I’ve invested so much time into school for it to end like this. I can’t even form the words to tell my parents that I’m back a square one to find a new major. This is all I had it was my biggest accomplishment now I have nothin. I have no gf and barely any friends. I’m at mediocre college. What the point of living right now when it seem like everything is going to shit right now. I feel like I brought […]
I think I’m finally going to do it. Been depressed for too long. I’m 31 year old gorgeous woman with no kids but it doesn’t seem to matter. Every guy I date leaves me for some reason. The last guy I went out with left me because I’m a bartender for a living. Even though I make great money he doesn’t think I have a future. I’m sick of seeing all my friends getting engaged. I’m sick of everyone moving forward with their lives but me. I feel like a worthless loser who will be alone forever. I’m too depressed to try to change it. […]
Please report if inappropriate…just thinking I need to open up about some things, maybe it’s time I let things out…
It’s strange how things occur…and how dangerous a unstable state of mind can be. A lot of times, it happens in a split second…no elaborate plans…no thoughts of consequence or pain inflicted on others…
Once…very accidentally, and something I have regretted (morbid as it might seem), driving on the highway…innocently minding my own business, a car heading in the opposite direction got side-swiped, jumped the median barrier and landed right in front of me…Â I still regret swerving out (purely out of instinct)…not only because it would […]
The truth is once you get depressed, suicidal its.hard to turn to normal. People use the word normal like they know the definition, apparently idont fit that group. Truth is people are going to hurt you but got to have strength, for me ihave no strength, no mind and no hope. To everybody society actualy hates us and makes us feel bad about our self and tries to make each individual seem crazy, most take it well but for others like me well you get the picture… :/ Icould try to change but the truth is im staying the same !
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