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MY Rarest Days of all

by Christa Cruel 10/14/2012

written by Christa Cruel

I Have postedÂ atleastÂ twice on this website and I have told complete internetÂ strangersÂ my my deepest darkest thoughts Â that I havent even told my friends and I feel comfortable Â posting even when I am rarely happy

Today I was excited for the walking dead Tv show to come back on the zombies calm me for some weird reason but anyway I watch my baby nephew for 12 hours 6 days a week and i get paid 150 every two weeks for watching him on top of that since i have no job I am expected to cook and clean the home at the end of the day there […]

10/14/2012 4 comments

Time To Move On

by iamnotkristen 4/4/2012

written by iamnotkristen

It is my intention to leave this life.

To start, I would say that I am not in that space where suicide helplines call “pain is greater than capability to bear.” I am not doing this on the spur of a moment’s depression or of a single terrible setback. No, none of these apply to me.

Let me share my story.

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I was physically abused as a child. My father had rules that were only known to him. His mercurial moods did not help. From as young as pre-school (I do not remember exactly when they started), he would beat me, with his hands, with sticks, with canes. […]

4/4/2012 4 comments