Twice in the past week I’ve tried to hang myself.
How naive of me, to think it would be so easy?! Yeah, it’ll be painful but I’ll only feel it for 5minutes I thought. I even got the right measurements for an immediate neck break and everything. (thanks to an anonymous website)
Yet I am stopped by the simplest things. The first time nearly happened spontaneously in a toilet cubicle at school …okay that sucked. I got interrupted by a fucking teacher anyway. T_T
Then I tried in my bedroom when no-one was around. And the peg snapped. I was so close. Instead I tried hanging myself lying […]