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by ahannah123 8/6/2013

written by ahannah123

For the last 6 months I’ve been suicidalâ€¦

If I ever commit suicide there are a couple of things I want to accomplish firstâ€¦

1 become a professional artist (right now I draw in an anime/manga style really good

2 fall in love (once) maybe twice if Iâ€™m luckyâ€¦

3 go to Japan (maybe Tokyo or Kyoto, or Osaka or HokkaidÅ)

4 Become Atheist or Christian (currently Iâ€™m an agnostic theist and kind of Buddhist)

5 earn some money

6 buy a motorcycle or a nice car

8 maybe rent an apartment (a really nice one)

9 become healthy (have a healthy heart, have a healthy mind)

10 â€˜attemptâ€™ to kill myself first and see […]

8/6/2013 4 comments

Maybe my destiny is suicide

by mysmilecoversalot :) 2/16/2013

written by mysmilecoversalot :)

Do you ever feel like maybe your purpose in life is truly to kill yourself? I honestly feel that way all the time. I trust God with all my heart and I believe that I have a purpose, but I also have this underlying feeling that my destiny is suicide.

Itâ€™s kind of crazy, not that any of you know me, but if you did, I would be the last one youâ€™d pick to write the above statement. A few people do know about my anxiety and eating disorders, but even they would never suspect suicide. Thereâ€™s those people, dark and mysterious, that you know […]

2/16/2013 4 comments