I just realised. I mean not just, this has been coming for some time now.
I am unlovable.
Unlikable. Umamicable. Unsocial, rather extremely selectively social.
But what i am is pitiable.
And all my friend, the two people i have gotten close with, well, one got bored and we went apart, and the other only sticks with me cus she pities me.
Why am i here? Why am I alive? I feel as if i’m alone. An if that’s the case the I WANT TO KILL MYSELF RIGHT NOW !!!
The person I want to be is the one that has a great life because he has actual friends and a family that loves and supports him in his decision. But I know for a fact I have none of that. An i’ll tell you why.
I am not a social person. Iv’e spent my whole time after school at home not with friends. When I try to make friends I end up either trying too hard or just […]
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