I’ve always felt out of place in this world. Someone somewhere made a mistake. I don’t belong here. And I’ve always felt it.
I made one unsuccessful attempt to leave. It happened seven years ago. I was so angry when I woke up and was still breathing. Then, for a short time I thought maybe I can stay here after all.
But I was wrong to ever think that. I’ve always known deep down I didn’t have it in me to make it….to live a full life. I accepted it when I was just a boy. Now I’m 32, and I am getting more and more […]