It’s the ultimate revenge, the ultimate statement upon this sick, delusional, worthless farce known as humanity. Life is so very overrated. Everything we think we know is bullshit. Everything is a delusion. Dreams. Success. Love. Charity. Compassion. These are all illusions that hide the craving for disease and evil humanity promotes and chases. To end one’s life is the ultimate finger in the face of all these delusional lemmings. To end one’s life is the ultimate statement of awareness. It tells the universe that you see through the lies, see through the bullshit, and no longer want to drink the Kool-Aid anymore. It is only […]
Victory
Will tonight be the night? To the right of me, just within arm’s reach, is the answer to all my problems, the victory to all my failures, the reward for all my pain.
For just a heartbeat, or an eternity depending on how you look at it, all the wars will stop, children will stop getting raped, animals will stop being tortured, all bills will be paid, all mistakes will be erased, and politicians will stop f*king up the world.
Why don’t I do it? Because my dog is laying on top of me, and she’s the warmest feeling you could ever imagine. If she gets up […]
Hello all,
I joined this site because I wanted to find an anonymous way of writing down what I felt over the last few years without causing anyone I know (especially myself) any more issues. The last thing I need is my mother committing me, she already thinks I’m in some real trouble psychologically.
I have more to be happy about now as opposed to when I was 25, but it seems as though things are worse than ever. I have a real job, and Iagave some hobbies I’m active in. I worked hard to accomplish that. But I’m consistently crushingly lonely. I can’t […]