I want to go home. I don’t understand anymore. My life is full of happiness and love, I have everything I could ever want, I like who I am. I am strong in my religion, I have lots of friends and lots of people that love me. Why am I considering suicide? I’m on medication and I go to therapy. Why am I still anxious and depressed? I’m so scared. I don’t remember how to be happy. The thought of killing myself scares me, why am I still tempted? I wish I knew how to fix this. Right now, it seems killing myself is the […]
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I lay in bed feeling lonely…my days go by feeling lonely…I’m surrounded my people that ‘care’ for me and ‘love’ me- yet I still feel lonely…I’ve just realised how fast years go by when you feel empty.
I have so much to give and I try so hard yet no one shows as much back! As hard as I try it’s never good enough, never a nice word of encouragement but words of hurt and degradation are out on me. I try and try…but nothing- it’s all loneliness, emptiness and worthless!
That time will come when I’ve had enough and I end all the pain and suffering! […]
I didn’t think I’d end up posting on this site again… Â I’m the type of person who takes everything someone says seriously, even if its someone I don’t know I take what they say to heart. Â I’m not going to go into too much detail about what started this but I’ll say enough to explain what I’m doing. Â I’ll admit my last post was… Â well not something you’d expect to find on here but what can I tell you? Â I’m an emotional person and I was panicking, I needed a way to let all of my feelings out. Â Which is sort of how I […]
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