I tried to do it. I failed.
I fail at life. I fail at dying too.
I’m just cold now. Cold and tired and lost.
How does one start over? Does one start over? What am I supposed to do? Who am I now?
I tried to do it. I failed.
I fail at life. I fail at dying too.
I’m just cold now. Cold and tired and lost.
How does one start over? Does one start over? What am I supposed to do? Who am I now?
A few days back er 13th April to be exact, a friend of mine just awkwardly confessed that he had feelings for me. I had was honest and told him I liked him too but am not willing for a relationship. So we keep what we had which was great. A friendship where I’m not judged for anything I say or do. Somehow we just click. It’s painful to see him hate himself and hurt himself but he has pulled me out of the self harming phase I’ve been in for years. We’ve both been having a really crappy few days. I’ve been crying myself […]
My family is shifting back to my old hometown. I’ll probably be going to my old school. What I’m really scared of is my old chem teacher. He tried to get me with him alone and well I’m sure you understand his intentions. He was always giving me extra marks and special treatment. Wasn’t mean to me but scolded and cursed at other kids, for someone who craved to hear that I wasn’t a piece of crap it brought me closer to him. I just recently remembered and I fear him. His hands have been on my shoulders and I avoid touching people so that […]
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