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Life is the most hardest thing

May 4th, 2016by Varisha

  1. Life… a thing I undestood abt it is… its though… not only mine but everyones… b ut the thing is that.. I cnt handel it… I m m weak.. I cnt face it anymore…I show evryone hw strong I m .. but I m a coward… I cnt evn handel a small heart break. .. I m worthless…. lowest of the form… I shuld die.. but I m evn scared to die.. I m so pathetic… sory to waste you time… just wanted atlest one person to knw this.. dont knw why.. just wanted…
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no where to run to

May 4th, 2016by kt86

Ah, i never thought i would post on a site like this one. Still, i would like some advice.. I’m sorry if this is too long, i don’t really know what i’m going to say so thank you to all of you who actually read through all this nonsense..

I don’t know what’s happening to me, i never would have imagined i would slip this far away. At first i thought i was just being a little over dramatic. That’s normal for teenagers y’know? But these thoughts, these “what ifs”, these plans, I can see how much they are taking over and i don’t know what …

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What is the meaning of life

May 4th, 2016by Qdas

I diagnosed myself to be a schizoid, but due to self-diagnosis, people may laugh it off, but I know myself very well.

I have no desire to live, or to die. I see no real meaning to continue living. Everyone has to die, isn’t it? It also seems to be the quicker way to get rid of the boredom I have had all my life. Though my circumstances are just as bad as any other suicidal person, I have no real emotional attachment to anything in life. I live alone in Japan, though I was not raised here, hence I don’t even speak japanese.

There is no …

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too much

May 4th, 2016by Soco

So this is just a stupid rant so read or not. ..
Im sitting on a crowded bus with class dust and tiny fragments of glass from work stuck to my sweaty skin cos the air con is not working on this bus. Some guy has tried to jam himself onto my seat when its fucking abvious im having trouble folding my 6’4″ body into a seat made for a person who is 5′. I keep sweating and thatmmakes me more Iitchy.
I feel like everyone is staring at me. Anxiety thru the roof. 2 girls behind will not shut the fuck up!!
“Like totally …

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Fuck people

May 4th, 2016by shatterediris

I wish I had never had friends, they suck…. Like I still have them, but it’s still just shit. A few of them decided it would be a good idea to date each other, and that was a thing for a little bit, on and off…. And now they finally decided that they hate each other, and it’s not like I don’t even care about one of them…. They were both in the same circle of friends, and the other peoples in the circle sort of vanished in the past month or so too…. So basically the entire circle is just gone. And today I …

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Revival

May 4th, 2016by Deadinside59

I was dead but for some reason you breathed the life back into me despite me leaving the note saying do not revive i wanted to feel as if i had a choice in this life when you’re that far out there and you come back something is different im not sad I’m angry and it feels as though my body and mind disagree with each other i don’t even know why I’m doing these things exercising all day practicing the things I’ve failed at until i get it right sometimes just sitting outside for hours attempting everything I’ve failed at trying so hard to …

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What am I doing

May 4th, 2016by Dungeon

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

I need to do something.

What can I even do, I didn’t expect the consequences of my past to catch up so quickly.

The logical decision (through my perspective) would be to end my self by end of the year, but that isn’t possible due to my ridiculously high preserved morality.

OK so now that’s off the table, what the fuck am I supposed to do. GED then college?? OK where are the funds coming from? GED + Job then? I’m a fucking recluse how am I going to hold a job, history has shown I can not.

Try a new therapist? The last one I tried …

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is it weird that miss the people on this site ???

May 4th, 2016by noneedforaname

Well I made it out alive once more, not sure how I feel about that. Actually just woke up. After more shit was thrown on my already full plate, I lost it and raged like I tend to do. So after being up for 3 days partying, rippin the scooter down the highway at 120+ enough alcohol and other things that would kill a herd of elephants, sleeping for another day. I woke up, but instead of being pissed off because I did wake like usually do, I woke up and thought of the people that I’ve met here that have showed me love …

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Weird reason for suicide?

May 3rd, 2016by blank-clutter

On top of the many reasons for contemplating suicide, there is one that seems odd to even me. A lot of my reasons are about pain and suffering that I dont want to endure anymore. But this one is different.

Sometimes I wish I would commit suicide so when people find out they can have that moment of realization thinking “ohhh so he was that disturbed to the point of suicide”. And I like to think about people from my distant past too. There have been so many moments in my life that my interaction with people can be reduced to conflict and a degrading, judgmental …

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41 days

May 3rd, 2016by whiskered-fish

I don’t have an expiration date. I don’t. I’m not setting a date. But I do have something like it. I have a kind of “waiting period.” Like a “you can’t kill Kat at least until after she graduates” type thing.

 

I just got back from my therapy appointment, and hilariously enough, right now, as I’m lying on my bed, there is nothing I want to do more than completely and utterly destroy myself. Just shred my body to bloody pieces. Make a beautiful mess. I wish I could go into more detail. But I know it upsets people. Might even make you nauseous, I think. …

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Would it really matter??

May 3rd, 2016by Luna

This is my first time reaching out here. Originally I signed up to reach out at a very low point but instead found myself trying to help others. The struggle for me is so real. I put “the smile” on to often. I find myself thinking about dying more frequently.. Driving home tonight I just cried so much that it was to the point where I couldn’t see. The thought came to me….”would it really matter if I wrecked and ended it?” I struggled to find a reason why not to. By the time my mind cleared I was in my drive way. Just have …

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check it out.

May 3rd, 2016by Alan Ominous

Not really relevant to much, but I just think this dudes an awesome lyrical ninja.

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Happy Tuesday, y’all (or whichever day it is for you where you are).

May 3rd, 2016by October_rain

Pencils by GerbzBaby.

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Digital inks by October_rain.

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This was fun. It’s pretty casual stuff. I appreciate other artists sharing their works on here.

Almost didn’t finish this — with my crazy busy schedule — but I said I would, so I did.

I’ve been sharing new music on here for a while. It’s a new day, enjoy something new today, y’all:

Have a FANTASTIC day.

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May 3rd, 2016by secret me

so I don’t know but I think I’m going insane.
I can’t sleep well at night; I have terrors and wake up tired.
And today I got and F on my test; which is so so weird because I studied hard and when I took it I felt really good about it. I thought I aced it.
And on top of that my ex is sending me horrible emails. ( I’ve been not responding because I just don’t want him in my life). He’s saying horrible mean things to me. Which is really random and just plain mean. Idk why he’s doing that.
I don’t really know what’s going …

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Smiles

May 3rd, 2016by J Doe

Hello.  It’s been a little while.  It’s testing week.  Had to study.  Should be studying.  Wanted to do a quick post.  This post is going to be dumb and whiny.  Please don’t be mad.  I can’t handle it when girls smile at me.  It bothers me.  A part of me thinks that she might like me or think I’m attractive.  Then the bigger part of me thinks that’s stupid and would never happen.  I really don’t know how to talk to or be around girls.  I can’t really even handle it if they look in my direction.  This one girl I don’t even know that …

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DyingKat

May 3rd, 2016by LostKat

Not literally but mentally. The saddest and most painful kind of dying is the kind on the inside. It takes time and you slowly become a you who is not you. I feel like everyday i am getting closer till whats left of myself gets sucked out of me. My personality, my spirit, my happiness. I only have some left and everyday i get closer because Im trapped. I just need to move out really soon. I have to leave with the little i have left.

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Why do people judge a book by its cover? Seriously please stop.

May 3rd, 2016by Sui the Bunny

Why do people do it… Why like honestly get to know someone before the assume and make an ass of of themselves I know people probably think I’m paranoid (love that song BTW) but this morning was different like literally 20 mins ago I was at le supermarket (lala de dem doo) grabbed all my groceries then went straight to le checkout harmless right? What could go wrong here? Bam!! (Shitstorm tbh shit went down people) ….. A “nice” elder lady was in front of me (or so I thought see don’t judge a book by its cover (SPOILER ALERT:she was a total bitch) see …

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May 3rd, 2016by jwiatesp

my boyfriend knew something was wrong. bless his beautiful soul. he held me and asked me what was wrong. i went to class and came back and he had written me a letter saying sorry. sorry for what? he is too nice to me.

he is making it harder for me to do it. im a burden on everones life. i take up space and resources. im tired all the time even when all i do is lay in bed. he still calls me beautiful. i really want him to stop caring so i can just fucking die. theres so much unnecessary pain surrounding everyone. for …

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Be careful what you wish for…

May 3rd, 2016by king nothing

Please, can somebody help, even if it is just to talk?  I’m at my wit’s end.

I’m no kid, I’m well old enough to remember the 80s.  So, couple of years ago, I was getting on for that age when life begins (you know when I mean?) and thinking about being lonely.  I’ve never dated anybody…hell, I’ve never done anything even most 13 year olds have done.   Total level 1 noob at my age, ha.

Sure, I’d had offers but I was a robot who couldn’t feel romantic love.  I felt nothing for those who had offered, so I turned ’em down (in a nice way, I aint …

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Sorry.

May 3rd, 2016by AKidWithAName

I’m really sorry to anyone who wastes their time reading this, so I’ll try to make it short.

I am not a necessity, nor a nicety, so why do I continue to roam this bloody earth in hopes of finally being wanted. I’m not wanted now, I wasn’t wanted in the past, and I can’t help but think that I won’t be wanted in the future. I’ m a liar, an accident, an attention whore, a know-it-all, and just an all-around piece of shit. Why am I even still alive?

If it’s not a problem for anyone reading this, would you …