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November 27th, 2015by Tick

3:45 a.m. I wake to screaming.


Anyone want to talk

November 27th, 2015by Jon1700

I’m 15 and I have zero friends and just want some one to talk to. I’ve never really had any friends/girlfriend. I fell like just killing myself idk what to do anymore.



things never change

November 27th, 2015by Harlot.Rebel

Im officially dead inside. Walked to the bridge and wanted to jump. I walked to the train tracks and thought the same thing. Im suicidal again and that makes it harder to fuckn deal with being depressed i cant wait to kill myself. To be free of all this pain. Now i have to cut so i can chill out enough to sleep.. I hope i never wake up



November 27th, 2015by bah


For something, that will stop me jumping, The ground looks so welcoming.

November 27th, 2015by Immurement

I’m nothing, I’m nothing.
Alone in this apartment, racking my brain,
For something, that will stop me jumping,
The ground looks so welcoming.

I’m nothing, I’m nothing.
Am I being who I want or who I am?
The time has come for me to face, What I’m saying between white space
A change of pace.

Maybe I’ll grow wings, fly somewhere new,
Where I’m all alone, where the skies are blue.

Try to say goodbye, all I do is lie,
Don’t know what to write, carve a picture of the night.
Painting with ink like it’s blood,
Tearing my notebooks apart, To stop myself from going too far.

Maybe I’ll grow wings, fly somewhere new,
Where I’m all alone, where …



November 27th, 2015by Riley2015

I’m killing myself this Sunday. I’m going to try downing my entire bottle of ativan with a bottle of gin, falling asleep in my apartment and just not waking up. My fears have been replaced with joy, as even of it only kills my brain, I will finally have relief from my agony. I ducked up the first time and woke up ony way to a psych ward. I’m going to make sure that doesn’t happen again. Maybe if I add my Seroquel to the mix it will be enough to push it over the edge.


November 27th, 2015by deadcherie



What’s on your mind tonight?

November 26th, 2015by bah

Right now I’m thinking about all the people who screwed me over and how much I hate them.


I do not exist similarly.

November 26th, 2015by Tick

Surely, I am a ghost.


Hi Princeisdead

November 26th, 2015by deadcherie

Hi Princeisdead,

I tried to comment on your post but it says it is awaiting moderation. Please reach out if you need, I can try to help. This is what I said to you:

NOV 26, 2015 @ 22:43:51

Your comment is awaiting moderation.

Hi, I am so sorry you’ve been so hurt. You can be someone. You can definitely have a future. You just need a stronger foundation and you need help. Help is out there.. Is there anywhere you can go to get some services? You shouldn’t be on the streets. I can search some numbers for you in Santa Rosa if you need.


OH I can see your tracks

November 26th, 2015by Hazy Day Sunflower

Oh I can see your tracks
But I won’t follow them
I’ll just hope for rain
Or some kind of crazy wind
To erase them
And chase them into oblivion
Oh I can smell the smoke
From your fire, babe
But I’ll leave you alone
And sleep in this lonely cave
And pray for
A storm to scrub this dirt away
Oh I can hear the snakes
Creeping cross the scene
I’m quaking in my boots
But you won’t hear me scream
You’re half way
Down to New Orleans
You’re half way
Down to New Orleans


My story, my death

November 26th, 2015by Princeisdead

I was born august 17 1997. Im 18 now and i have been brutuly depressed since i was 9. I was in the group home since i was 9 and got out 4 years ago cuz i couldnt stand being so depressed. I was left alone and have been alone for a very long time. My family has abandoned me and i cant stand this feeling of beeing lonely. I have hallusonations and visions and sleep paralysis. I have been homeless for 3 years. Im dead broke and i only smoke weed and drink not often. Im so stuck. I want to die but i …


Guaranteed Depression Cure

November 26th, 2015by SeeSmith

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No Hope

November 26th, 2015by Harlot.Rebel

How do you wait so long for something that should already be??

How do you take a break from waiting??

Im only waiting on my heart to break.

So maybe i wont feel so tired of waiting.



I Feel Nothing!!

November 26th, 2015by Ylem31

I have been trying for years to look deep inside myself in search of some kind of humanly feelings. All I have find is hollow and empty nothingness. There is a deep hollow void in my heart that cant be filled by anything.
Yes, I smile I laugh, but those are all just fake. I have perfected it over the years. Fake emotions.
There is also some darkness lurking inside of me. I have kept that dark flame in me at bay for quite some time, but now, I feel like Im losing that battle. Im getting darker and darker by the day.
It scares some people …


paid member subscriptions?

November 26th, 2015by bah

I haven’t posted on this site in a while (though I read often from time to time). So what is this new paid member subscription thing?


What is my life worth?

November 26th, 2015by bah

I’m perpetually depressed, I have no one, no friends, no one to love me or care about me.  I wish I could just end my life, but I can’t even do that.

I don’t see how “things will get better” when it hasn’t for three decades.

I have suffered all of my life.  My childhood was filled with abuse, my 20s and 30s has been wrought with illness and injuries, ones that affect me every day of my life and will never get better.  I am in constant pain.  I’m not in my 40s yet but my miserable existence begs the question: What is the point of living?



November 26th, 2015by no more of this please

– 23 years of a fractured family
– dad is alcoholic
– mum is usually irrational and horrible although she does alot of the cleaning/housework
– i am the 22 year old stupid useless pathetic child
– i might be an adult but i consider myself to be a child in an adult body
– i want to meet my online boyfriend but hes 53 and had a stroke and has COPD, where exactly is that leading? and hes not rich and i am poor.
– when i am 40 he will be 72, will he even be alive then?
– i want to die i hate life and even …


can you believe this shit!

November 26th, 2015by rocketman

i just had another 10 people invite themself to my thanksgiving


November 26th, 2015by Req4ADream

the past is the past. so why cant i leave it in the past?