To me my life is worthless. Where do i belong? What is my worth? Who really cares for me? I ask myself this over and over every day. Most of the time i feel like if i did commit suicide who would miss me. My parents yell alot and i cant stand it im worthless to them i dont matter to anyone my friends treat me like dirt. So if its that bad why am i still here? ive been cutting for over a year now, it makes me feel better to make up for the sin of me being so worthless. So why dont i just die then? I dont know but i wish i could maybe some day i will but for i still live this meaningful life.