Im 15 years old my best friend died about 10 months ago from a drunk driver. Ever sense he died iv been going threw depression. My mom tryâ€™s and helps me deal with it by taking me to see therapist but it doesnâ€™t help. The girl Im in love with broke up with me and hasnâ€™t talk to me in about 3 months,(and she can care less about how I am or how I feel) and she was the only person who could make me smile and the only person I could talk to. Im sick of feeling depressed and I just want to die and kill myself. The only thing I had to look forward in life were football, my best friend and the girl I love and I lost all of that got a concussion and canâ€™t play football for the rest of my life best friend was killed and his dad who was like my dad because I havenâ€™t seen my dad in 11 years and I lost the girl I love. So there so point of me living anymore, each and everyday I go threw depression I donâ€™t get good grades in school and all I really want is for somebody to need me for a change and want me and to love me.