Sometimes just to write – not to have worry about you knowing who I am helps. I don’t share my struggle…I have tried and not found understanding. Am i walking through a valley of death? I don’t think I am suicidal – but i am depresed and sometimes I just wish I would fall asleep and never wake up from it. i am not preaching to anyone I ant to make sure you know this for I do believe in God and yet I feel forsaken – I feel so alone. I just finished two history classes and the grade for both classes was an A – our papers got graded weekly and every week when I got good grades I would not be happy for I was sure the next week i would reqlly mess up and say something stupid – I received nothing but affirmation and I feel like this – I don’t know why….tears are streaming down my face and I look for hope, I look for the ability to make a resolution and stick to it…I need you God, I need you to walk with me and teach me how to live and how to enjoy life – I feel without friends – I don’t feel that anybody loves me.. the one problem in my life is overwhelming me and swalling me up.
anapurna
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Hello-
i think this website will help you a lot
http://www.allaboutgod.com. I know from my own life that God works in strange but amazing ways that sometimes our human minds can not comprehend. Gods works EVERYTHING to our benetifit and I really believe that.
The best advice I can give you is to pick up a bible and start reading. Through Gods word you WILL find hope; love; peace; and joy. Im really not trying to preach but I can not tell you a better solution than that.
I promise that you will experience God’s power and love in a way you never thought was possible.
I hope this helped even a little but if not thanks for your time <3
and remember you are loved 🙂 I love you and Jesus loves you
Hope is simply found; never lost. ***