just telling you guys a little bit about me

um My Name is Sebrina Littledeer Im 14 years old Im turning 15 in like 8 days um ivre been thru so much stuff i could be here all day telling you about it but let me just give it to you in a nutshell
My real mom is a drugaddict therefore when i was borne i was borne with heroin and meth in my system the day i was borne my mom shot up heroin and smoked meth so i was born at 6 months then she left me at the hospital and didnt care whether or not i lived um so im in the system meaning im a foster child and ive been in and out of homes my whole life until i was like 6 and my mom got custody of me for like a year and she used to abuse me she would put her cigareetes out on me she attempted to drown me and then her husband sexually abused me and she let him so then i ended up moving around and around again i got invovled with drugs and gangs and then i got into drugs real bad until i went to this one group home and ive been there for 9 months yet i still go thru stuff im happy there and i gave my life to god and chose to stp runnin from him and do right and i attempted suicide many times and then i finally said i must not be meant to die well now i try to encourage and give positive advice to people about suicide and i really love to talk to people if you would like to know more aboiut my life in detail or you need some advice you can talk to me and whatever as if you need suport or just you would like to talk im here okay