How would you feel if you’ve been depressed for four years, everyone you have cared about dumped you?Then you decided to write it all out, in an autobiography. The someone stole it, read it, and sent it to people in your school? I want to die, even if she’s taking them blame, those were my private, personal thoughts, and i just feel i cannot deal with this kind of stuff anymore… I’m not the most suicidal person but i’m just feeling nothing… numb..
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Oh my… that’s horrible… I hope you’re okay… if you ever need to talk… superman.1991@hotmail.co.uk
Lynn x
Good for you for writing out your emotions on paper, I’ve never really been able to do that. If this really tortures you so badly, maybe you should consider switching schools? Depending on your age, switching might or might not be a good idea, but it’s all that I’ve got. Good luck.
i promise you it will pass. im really glad you got to write it all out. i would encourage you to write another one, even better this time. maybe keep it safer. people at school will forget about it, and the ones that dont are probably the ones that can relate to you. you may end up making new friends out of this. just take it a day at a time. i write poetry sometimes to vent and i usually have one special book that i write all the hardcore things in that no one is allowed to look at. i met someone that won my trust and i showed it to them and they ended up stealing pages to show to their friends and laugh about it. i can kinda relate. made me feel betrayed + vulnerable because people i didnt even know had read it + victimized because my words were stolen + embarassed + all kinds of things. but i wrote more and i still write and that whole thing passed and one of his friends actually got pissed at him and yanked the pages back. didnt know until a few weeks later, they saw me and gave them to me. i dont know whatll happen with your words, but theres at least people out here that care about you, i would return your book to you for sure if i could. itll be ok i promise. you arent alone
I don’t understand actually how you feel. But I’ve been depressed for almost 2 years now. And nobody takes me seriously, not even my own family. When I was taken to a consular a year ago, I was promised that if I wasn’t better within a month, I would be put on a depression pill. A month goes by, nothing. A couple of months go by, nothing. I try to commit suicide, nothing. My family, to me, just don’t seem to care that I could commit suicide any day now!! Then I typed down my feelings onto the computer to show my aunt, she read it. She didn’t listen. She told me that all this “I wanna die” stuff was just me being a teenager. Anyway, enough about me, I’m sorry about what your going through. Here’s my e-mail:
hannahwaldron25@yahoo.com
Note: if I don’t answer write away, I’m either in school or not on the computer. So, don’t fret if I don’t answer for a few days……….