i have loads of secrets like i’v bin bi since i wat 9 (i’m 12 now)
i’v smoked since i was 10
i got raped when i was 6 by my mums drug dealer (apparently she’s off drugs now but i have a feeling she’s still on weed)
my dad made my suck him off every morning untill he left for gud when i was 5
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Hi even though i do not know you- im sorry.
I can not even imagine how hard everything must be for you.
I just wanted to say that you are probably one of the strongest people i know. My advice is to not keep this secret to yourself any longer- like you said it will only continue to rip you apart.
There are so many hotlines / people out there that want to hear your story; your life; your secrets.
You’ve made one step by posting this- continue to move foward towards victory. Even though you might feel helpless and lost hope i assure you that you will find it again. <3 even though we never met i love you; Jesus loves you. You will be in my prays everyday and I know that one day I will see a “happy” comment/story from you sharing how you deafeted this hardship.
also if you ever need to talk to someone my email is
RegainHOPE123@aol.com – please feel free to share your story im here for you
just tell someone.
seriously its not worth keeping it in.
1800-sucide help.
your mom does nt know the dad situation… you should tell her and if she doesnt takle charge then you do something…
http://www.myspace.com/localadylion
Become stronger ..do not give up..
I am sorry, you need to let this out go talk to someone, i know that sucks, but it will help you. Please listen to me and don’t give up, go talk to a therapist.
helper