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Dear Yura,
You are a traveller. I don’t know how to give you the best advice. It’s certainly not right to tell you to join some tours to certain sightseeing spots. You have some characteristics of man, worry ahead before time folds.
But you, as an observer in life, can be real painful, if without the earnest to participate, however if indulge without thinking will yield you the next morning sickness effect. Would it be best to start something that
you’re good at and interested at, that can occupy your time and energy in the meantime also provide your satisfaction?
And better leave the money concern to the last.
With that, not only can you avoid the situation of being choosed, but have the capability and room for yourself and the right that you can say ‘I choose’. Isn’t that you’re lacking the righteous ‘say’?
Among the ordinaries, you will feel supreme but lonely, why not build a kingdom of your own that excludes the ordinaries out of the bound of membership zone. There you may find some worthy kinds like you. Build your own empire!
Better, if that empire requires you to travel from country to country!

BTW, the step by step method you teach to tackle bullying makes me smile. You’re interesting. A girl doesn’t think like this.
But this thinking can get you well doing in opening your own business!
May be you knew it already. Just that you don’t care!