Right now I just feel like killing myself because everyone is causing me to get so upset that it’s making me sick. So if I die there will be no more problems and I’ll stop feeling so sick. I just want to cry and tell them all to go fuck off and die. But I know I can’t do that so I just want to take what ever sharp thing I can find and cut myself everywhere and then stab myself so that I just die in my own pool of blood. Then everyone will be so happy. Everyone says that they’re my friend but they all are lying.So can I just DIE RIGHT FUCKING NOW.
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What are they doing to make you so upset
Well I’m gay and they started saying something that never would have happened. They said I tried to kiss them and I didn’t. Then they spread it so that no one will talk to me. No one will even look at me.
You deserve to live.
I understand how it feels to be at the lowest of the lows….
I have alot of people in my life, but they all vlaidate the reality that I am a fucked up piece of shit that deserves to die.
I would never put that on anybody else.
I want you to find whatever it is that makes you a valuable person.
You deserve to live.
I don’t think so. and how can you find want you deserve to live when the lows just keep pulling you down. and there is no way to win.
I’m sorry you’re feeling like that,
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