I’ve been feeling so bad for a while now like just awful… and this happens when school starts. I just get really deppresed and I get really bad grades because I don’t want to do my homwork becasue I just can’t I mentally and physically can’t. I hate it, because that’s not who I am. I want to go to school and get a good education without having all this fucking stress. I mean I do have deppresion, but my counsler says my deppresion isn’t big enough to take medication. I try to be happy and I just can’t. Like my mind has wiped Happy out of my emotions. I think that I have over come cutting myself, but whenever I am sure I stoped…. Somthing just pushes me to cut. I mean I’ve started cutting less and lesser but It seems that whenever I do cut I cut deeper and deeper. I just can’t handle this pain anymore…. I seriously need one person to help me becasue I’m sooo afraid that if I don’t get help it’ll be the end. And I don’t want to go out like that. I mean I just wish that all the bulleying would stop, and all the stupid Family Issues would like just end. I hate being alone in a room becasue that means that I think and when I think I think about my problems and life…. and all the stpid bullshit…….Ugh….. I just want to be numb let my brain shut down for a while……Sleep…is what I think of most…. I’m seriously asking for advice because like the title Says I don’t know what to do anymore…..
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I fully understand how you feel. I know what its like to feel as if there are no options left to be happy. I just recently dropped out of high school because i couldn’t deal with the shit my household produced for me. I dropped out for mulitple reasons, though. I intend on going back, but i feel it won’t happen for a while.
And what your councilor said, i think thats just bull. No one’s depression should be judged. If one has depression they need help, no one should be dissmissed because its “not great enough”. Personally, that just pisses me off for even a COUNCILOR to say that. Some people are really ignorant.
but as far as your motives for cutting…is it only because of the stress? was it something from the past that triggered it? is bullying involved?
and if you have anything you want to talk about, you can talk to me. Sometimes it can be comforting to just tell a stranger, because in the end, they just might be your friend. You’ll never know.
Drop me an email and we’ll talk this through… just remember you’re never alone… there will always be someone out there to help you… you can reach me on…
baby.tinker.bell@hotmail.co.uk
I’ll be thinking of you
Hi, my names jess,, im 17 I suffer from depression, my depression is bad, and im scard it will get out of hand to, I need someone to talk to aswell, my councillor is trying to stop me thinking about suicide and cutting,, my cutting is getting really bad,, I cut ‘life sucks’ into my arm, and I had to go to the doctors I want to stop but I can’t. I feel as we speak the same language, if you get what I mean,, my family issue is bad its horrible I live with a step dad, that used to beat me,, and I want out,,, right now, I hate life, it sucks,, maybe we could get to know each other a bit more? Im willing to listen and help, maybe we could get through things together,
Ohh sorry, my email is jess_porter4@hotmail.com
PhoungSeppuku
Uhmm I could tottaly talk to you here’s my email.
kinrox1@yahoo.com
i feel the same way, my parents put so much pressure on me i just don’t know what to do anymore. sometimes i want to escape it all. but i know its better to live. talk to me mabye we could help eachother
silly me! i forgot to give you my email! how on earth were you supposed to talk to me? Im such a dork.
silly.snowball@yahoo.com