What’s left for me I seem to do nothing right. Everytime I think I’ve hit rock bottom the hole somehow gets deeper. I don’t do well in school, I can’t do anything right at home, I suck at my job and now I made the choir suck and emberessed my director in front of other directors. I don’t understand why she let me in the choir in the frist place. I hate myself for it. There’s nothing I’m good at and I know it. What’s the point of being here if I can’t do anything right in the first place. Everyone says I’m a good person and that I have a great heart but where is that going to get me in live…. NO WHERE! I just want to know that there is somthing that I can do right. But I just keep on fall and there’s no way out. Suck it up right that’s all.
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there is something I think you can do very well. And that is love someone. Also I am completely sure that if you find a subject that you like, whatever, whether learning a language or robot building but you dont need to prove that to anybody who is looking over your shoulder to see when you screw up it would turn out that you were performing exceptionally well. Insensitive people rub it in when you made something that they did not like (your mum complaining all the time about what you do or not do?) are to be blamed for that. It is clear that you are intelligent. Adults around you just are leading you into that feeling of insecurity.
no, ‘suck it up’ won’t make you any stronger, and ‘suck it up’ won’t do ANYTHING. give your problem to God, and tell Him that you can’t handle it. ask the One who created you to fix you now. or are you content with your inherited flaws?
please do not do this to yourself. there is a lot that can be done right, but you will do everything wrong without God as the center of your life. just look around. how many people do you know that Do make God the center of their lives? not many, right? and how wonderful is the world? there is a direct correlation.
take care, please,
daniel
http://suicideproject.org/2009/11/please-let-me-help-11/
please send me an email, we can talk about this if you want.
silly.snowball@yahoo.com