obviously everyone on here has a “problem” or two when it come to the thoughts of society… but I don’t think I do… as a matter of fact, I think i’m pretty normal. I have a few addictions concrening self mutilation and other things, but why, PLEASE tell me why does it matter. its my choice. i love it. its what helps keep me going. its the best thing that i could do to keep myself sane. ever heard the saying only the sane can admit their crazy… well thats so true, i’m crazy. I’M MESSED UP IN THE HEAD! but everyone is to a certian extent, they just like to hide ubsure crazy thoughts that float in their mind. i cut, i love it. i burn myself i love it. its everything. its more then just a feeling to me. am i really so insane to think that? i would love to die. i would love to see my blood trickel out slowly. i love feeling the pain, and i love knowing that i am in control of my own destiny. is that so wrong?