obviously everyone on here has a “problem” or two when it come to the thoughts of society… but I don’t think I do… as a matter of fact, I think i’m pretty normal. I have a few addictions concrening self mutilation and other things, but why, PLEASE tell me why does it matter. its my choice. i love it. its what helps keep me going. its the best thing that i could do to keep myself sane. ever heard the saying only the sane can admit their crazy… well thats so true, i’m crazy. I’M MESSED UP IN THE HEAD! but everyone is to a certian extent, they just like to hide ubsure crazy thoughts that float in their mind. i cut, i love it. i burn myself i love it. its everything. its more then just a feeling to me. am i really so insane to think that? i would love to die. i would love to see my blood trickel out slowly. i love feeling the pain, and i love knowing that i am in control of my own destiny. is that so wrong?
if cutting is not a big deal, why talk about it?
please, your body is not your own. that is why it’s a big deal. your body does not belong to you.
pleaes read my post here: http://suicideproject.org/2009/12/please-read-2/
you think you’re normal, you think you’re insane, and you’d love to die. but i don’t want you to do any of those things. don’t, please. turn your life around, or face head-on what you hate. it’s sad to be sadistic.
Some people wont understand. Some people that believe in god and all that jazz will tell you to stop. I dont know. i guess ic ould depend on who’s the one judging you.
if that is you; its your choice. no one can stop you but yourself. we can try to “persuade” you to do this or that but its all really you.
If you wanna talk more, email me. i check them everyday. (firstname.lastname@example.org)
your body does belong to you. and it is your choice. i completely understand where you are coming from. i have the same reasons to cut. sometimes its just nice to know that through all the numbness of this messed up world that you can still FEEL.