Yes….I feel what fun it would be to kill her and die….
Infact…i know her from 2006 and had really loved her…
It was love at first sight…We felt as if we knew each other from a past life…
A very very very strong telepathy was there between us…a very strange connection between the two of us.
I Never was able to meet her…and she got pissed off in 2007…yet kept loving me and I loving her…
In 2008 she admitted that she was getting these constant nightmares….
and thats when we figured out that I had killed her in the past life…
We continued our Journey to 2009, She left the country….
We kept in touch with sms and emails and phones web chat and cam….
And then,She faked that she died of a brain aneurism, while she was being treated abroad…
Her friend informed me of her death…I was heartbroken…totally….
And then I come to know after a few months…that she is alive..
married…and don’t know why all the lies…. but all this while she cared to be in touch via emails so regularly…being that friend who informed of death and cared for me endlessly….
She calls me up…when I had caught her red handed on the internet….and calls me again and again…
She explains that she had to marry because of family pressure…she had to choose between my happiness being sacrificed with her illness or my happiness without her….
I told her that i forgive her..and tell her to go away…forever from my life….I told her…that its not correct to be in touch with another man when one is married..i told her that i could continue living in pain all alone…
But she keeps on coming back…with sms and emails, that she is married….but she still loves me….
She keep on aplogizing, as she cannot live with so much guilt now.
I still feel emotionally attached to her…and that the strong bond from the past I guess…keeps us bringing us together….
She cannot get back to me,as she says…she has taken a decision in life…
I ask her..that she could still divorce..and come back to me….. but she wants to live in pain and wants me to go on in life… but can i? I will live too only in pain…
I think I should too take a decision…
Kill her and then kill myself… something which I did in my past life too…
It must happen in this lifetime too….
I will give myself a few months…before I take the steps…
need your advice, my life is totally torn apart…..
2 comments
Okay,
someone should really tell you that, if shes only talkin to u thru the internet and stuff, and has lied to u like that, then most likely she only enjoys messing with ur emotions. she gets a little emotional joy from the drama. and if she doesnt want to take it any further, get over it. cuz she is playin u. dont kill her or urself. just search for sumthin better.
Nikki.
What i dont get is how other “lifetimes” come into this. How do you know all that?