Hi, im Dan and im 14. I have suffered from chronic depression for seven years of my life and i am not sure how much more of it i can take. I have attempted suicide multiple times, and i almost hung myself just a few minutes ago. The only thing that is keeping me here is my friends….but im not sure how much longer i will be in this world with them. I just cant take this pain much longer. I hope that my friends will be able 2 forgive me for this, but i doubt it. I know killing myself is selfish but i honestly dont know what else 2 do. My life is falling apart. I just want it to end. I dont care if i go 2 heaven and i dont care if i go 2 hell just as long as i have a dark little corner 2 cry in. I know i will never get better, and i have given up tryin 2 feel better. I am going to write a suicide note after this post and get that out of the way. Goodbye everyone
2 comments
I hope you haven’t killed yourself yet, you shouldn’t stay alive just for your friends and family, guilt is no reason to live but there are reasons. Try to look towards the future, I know what it’s like to suffer for so long that you can’t possibly imagine it will ever get better but it will, I can personally promise you that, try to hold on, not for them, but for your future, it’ll get better, maybe not very soon, maybe it’ll never be “great” but it will get better and it is definitely worth living.
omg dont do it man u are the sweatest person eva it is selfish i wanna kill mi self to but dont do it wait a little longer dan if ur stil alive plz dont do it ul find som1 that wil make all ur promblems betta and glue all ur loose peeicess together if u need sum1 to talk to im here
dont do it man illy <3