I’m a 32 years bachelor working as an executive in a local firm. I had a traumatic childhood. My parents always had physical fight and argue with one another. These traumatic events had cause tremendous effects in my mental health. I had several nervous breakdown. Nowadays, I find it difficult to get into any relationship. I hated the idea of having my own family. I do not want to have similar arguments like my parents did. Those childhood memories still haunts me today. At times, I felt I’m emulating my parents abusive ways. I’m becoming more aggressive verbally and physically. I felt hopeless and useless all the time. Nowadays, I’m looking ways to end my life. I think about suicide every night before I sleep. I just wanna forget everything…once and for all. Is it normal for me for having these negative thoughts?