Fuck anyone who says shit like…I know how you feel…I know what you’re going through….NO ONE KNOWS HOW I PERSONALLY FEEL!!!!! I am 52 years old and I’m DONE!!!!! I’ve fucking had it….The only absolute solace is death…..We all will go through it. I just don’t want to wait any more. I won’t commit suicide, but I am resolute in my ultimate goal….willing my life to end…a lot of innocent people die before their time. I am not innocent. I am a sinner just like the majority of people in this world. This is just my opinion and I am stating this as a fact for myself. I am not advocating suicide.
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Everyone is a sinner one way or the other. I, too, am so full of sin I can barely live with myself. I have wronged my daughter by not loving her like a mother should, I have had multiple failed marriages, and I wish I would just drop over dead, too. Right now, I am so full of anxiety I don’t know what to do with myself. I don’t have the guts to blow my brains out, I don’t want to not see my grandchildren again, I don’t want to leave my dogs because I don’t know what will happen to them. I am so alone, so very, very alone in this world. I wish that we could talk. I have absolutely no one to share my feelings with. I am so sad for the way you feel. God, I wish I could be there for you.
I don’t know how you feel. I don’t know you. I don’t care who you are.
But I can relate. Life fucking sucks. I don’t believe in sins and thus, don’t believe in sinners. I believe in monsters though because I am one.