I have been struggling with suicidal ideations for a very long time now, due to various problems from childhood to late teens. In the past few years, things have changed for me and I started to enjoy my life better and appreciate. Well, now I am on here because my partner who I very much care for’s father past away couple of days ago and since then I started to feel very suicidal, for no apparent reason other than someone has died, whom I have not even met before. I guess what I’m wondering, can suicide become some kind of addiction? Moreover, how can one get some sort of rehabilitation? How can I learn to leave with these horrible recurring feelings of despair? The thing is I’m little scared this time around as I feel older and a lot more determent about succeeding things and perhaps Its worrying…for self. I honestly thought this was going to stay behind me but I was wrong, and here I am. Why am I back to darkland. I just thought to share this and get it off my chest. Anyone who is going through likeness of this kind, my thoughts are with you, I know it’s not easy.
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i know how to get through this. yes it is not easy, is indeed very hard – but very, very possible. will you please talk to me about it? my contact info is at skull09.net
i really mean this – you can get out of this situation, you can get these ideas out of your head. God can help you with much more than the next life.
thank you for reading.. please take care of yourself, even if you disregard me