Well i think about suicide everyday, think about how i would kill myself
& end my life, that i should not suffer like this anymore, crying, feeling very depress & out of it most times, i have mentally been in a depressioning state of mind, in a deep trance think about hurting myself, with a knife gun or deadly pills, i’ve attempted suicide before with pills & a knife to my throat but i’m still here yet but thats not a guarantee the future is still uncertain, i don’t think i’m going to make it. if it keeps getting worse. so i have survive the hand gun so far, we will see what happens then…….
Kurt cobian didnt’ . But yeah some people have, with serious brain damage, like retarded .. they become stupid, and i think to the point where YOU ARE LIKE A LITTLE CHILD SO YOU DONT KILL YOURSELF AGAIN cuase you dont really know how or why you would
I know this is an older post, i’m late.I survived a handgun attempt back when i was 11 or so. i had a hernia which was twisted and extremely painful. My parents didn’t want to spend the money on a doctor visit, as we’d gone 3 times before within about 3 months but each time it went back and the doctors couldn’t find it. The bullet didn’t fire for some reason, not sure why. i freaked myself out when i did it and it didn’t go off. i think what scared me most was that i was under the impression that it would end all my suffering and that i wouldn’t have to face myself for making such a choice. i know of another guy who also survived, but his bullet did go off. It took off a good portion of his face and he wears a partial mask. i should say wore a partial mask. i only saw him a few times on an old sales route, he left soon after starting with the company he represented and they wouldn’t say what happened to him. i know that he was very depressed still, regardless of the added pain/discomfort/isolating features.
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Well i think about suicide everyday, think about how i would kill myself
& end my life, that i should not suffer like this anymore, crying, feeling very depress & out of it most times, i have mentally been in a depressioning state of mind, in a deep trance think about hurting myself, with a knife gun or deadly pills, i’ve attempted suicide before with pills & a knife to my throat but i’m still here yet but thats not a guarantee the future is still uncertain, i don’t think i’m going to make it. if it keeps getting worse. so i have survive the hand gun so far, we will see what happens then…….
Kurt cobian didnt’ . But yeah some people have, with serious brain damage, like retarded .. they become stupid, and i think to the point where YOU ARE LIKE A LITTLE CHILD SO YOU DONT KILL YOURSELF AGAIN cuase you dont really know how or why you would
I know this is an older post, i’m late.I survived a handgun attempt back when i was 11 or so. i had a hernia which was twisted and extremely painful. My parents didn’t want to spend the money on a doctor visit, as we’d gone 3 times before within about 3 months but each time it went back and the doctors couldn’t find it. The bullet didn’t fire for some reason, not sure why. i freaked myself out when i did it and it didn’t go off. i think what scared me most was that i was under the impression that it would end all my suffering and that i wouldn’t have to face myself for making such a choice. i know of another guy who also survived, but his bullet did go off. It took off a good portion of his face and he wears a partial mask. i should say wore a partial mask. i only saw him a few times on an old sales route, he left soon after starting with the company he represented and they wouldn’t say what happened to him. i know that he was very depressed still, regardless of the added pain/discomfort/isolating features.