I never really done anything like this before, but lately I don’t know what else to do. I’ve had thoughts of killing myself before, but now they’re actual considerations. Its over this girl, my ex, and it’s all my fault. I am just so mad at myself for the things I’ve done. I miss this girl so much and the worst part is I know she doesn’t care about me at all anymore. The feeling is unbearable, constantly anxious, filled with anxiety and this coldness inside of you. Imagine that for a year straight with no rest, no breaks. And its still not over. I keep thinking over and over again how did I let myself feel this way over some girl but at the same time I understand cause its not just come girl. I keep telling myself time will make it better, in time I will feel better. But it seems everyday it just gets worse and worse. I can’t hold on much longer and pretty soon I see myself giving up. I just wished I could do something to make things better with this girl. And that’s what frustrates me so much that there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. I am tired of this feeling, I just want it to all be over. I’m sorry.
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i dont kno what to help u with because im in ur exact position too, its a long story and i fucked up, its all my fault. i even just feel stupid thinking about it.. fuck im an idiot, anyway if u want to talk ill give u my email wen i make it, also for me its only been a few months, its been a year for you, youv survived long. in a way its nice to kno that theres someone else who feels the same but its also sad, sorry
Yea its always nice to talk to someone else whos going through the same thing
hmm well….I can’t help much but I can talk. Screwing up is natural don’t only blame youself for it even if something seems for you to be your fault. It’s not. It’s never entirely your fault. It’s also the fault of others.
A girl….seems to me your in love with this girl, and if you screwed up already well time to stop being a idiot and quit mopping and try to get this girl back! First start off by apologizing and work your way up
Finally remember if it wasn’t meant to be, it wasn’t meant to be. Yea sure the world seems down……it has it’s up and down’s for you it’s just down.
Love hurts, it hurts beyond so much it drives you crazy. But…you need to talk to her about how you feel, even if she rejects you tell her about how you feel and yea.
Rests up to you and best of luck