My dad has been sick for a long while now. So its just me taking care of my dad. However I do have an older sister, who does absolutely nothing, but go out and see her friends. I do everything for him nowadays. And all he ever says is, why don’t you grow up, or stop being a ***** and help out for once like your sister. Then my sister tells everyone I don’t do anything at home, I don’t help, I just sit there and watch. Which is absolutely not true!!! So last night my dad yells for help, and I rush to his side. He says “I really am sorry” and I answer him “why?” he goes on and on then before he finishes he says “wait is this Beth(name changed)?” and I answer ” No dad, its Me your youngest.” afterwards he gives off a big sigh and angrily says “where the hell is your sister?!” I respond saying ” she’s not home as usual” then rolls over and tells me to go away. He’s been like this for so long, and I’m always the one who’s there. I’ve tried to kill myself several times and I have not succeeded each time all they said is, “You only think about yourself you stupid girl.” So here I am, and I don’t know what to do. Someone help me please?
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hi, im sorry for how they treat you. just know that you are not alone in this world. ive felt like that before where both of my parents prefer my oldest sister.. when she is the one who did more damage in the family. its like im never going to be perfect with them. the only thing i do is upset them. i have pressure because im trying to be their perfect daughter that they want to see. but i know that when i get older, everything will change. i will show them how wrong they thought of me. and i know that this is not the en of the world, i will live a life where i will be proud of myself. and i hope that you can adopt to some of these thoughts. because i know you can hold on in there and make urself (not ur parents or friends but urself) proud. just hang on to life. dont wait for good things to come ur way.. make them urself. 🙂
hope this help, because i care.